I feel terrible. I need to vent. I feel like I have a heavy weight on my chest. I feel like I have to cry, but I don't know why. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. ): My heart, I'm aware of it. You know? You never think about it. You never really feel it. But I do. I feel like it's aching. This happens too often. Every once and a while I'll get really sad. I'll get really angry and... I... I just don't know what to do.